Recent Happenings

A few interesting thoughts provoked my monotonous mind these days.

Firstly, I wonder if my old habits are kicking in: I seem to be losing steam and enthusiasm; giving up almost entirely on revision only 1/2 a month away from completing my BA degree. I gotta say, my dissertation, (due a month ago) has inevitably taken a big chunk of my energy and strength away from me. Now, I'm left lifeless and tired and deflated like a leaking balloon. God, please grant me the last of my strength to carry on for another 1/2 a month. Besides, seeing how hardworking my girlfriend is makes me feel rather guilty. =(

Recently, I chatted up with an old friend. She said I've grown much more meaner. After having deep long thoughts: I realised its not that I've grown meaner; I'm not as nice as before. Now before anyone condemns me saying "its the same..." Its not. See what the horrid world has nurtured me into? As the old saying goes, "when the going gets tough; the tough gets going..."

What else... Hmmm... Oh yes...

I know I'm not much of a procrastinator - but I really do wanna procrastinate now: I'm feeling extremely fat and unhealthy these days, and its affecting my self-confidence. Looking back at those photographs of my boarding school days always makes me sigh continuously. Gone were the days. My dieting regime and exercise program have already been set up, and I'm ready to salvage whatever that is left of my fitness. Hopefully, in time for Cyprus - gotta get a drop dead gorgeous beach body. =P

Time to get back to revision. Until next time people. Ciao.