Monday, August 11, 2008

到时候说再见了

各位亲爱的忠实读者,

我很抱歉地以沉重的心情宣布给大家知道:经过又漫长又细心地记载我的網絡日記,我决定把我的網絡日記"C]-[[_]]\[GY s@ys"关闭。

在过去的几个月里我发现了几宗事件。我发现到有些读者对我表示了反感或担忧。

我不想我的读者看了我的網絡日記,胡思乱想地随便猜我的为人到底是怎么样的。我網絡日記上比较感性的文章只不过是我自我表达的一个方式;而不是表达什么问题或者是我的神经错乱。

我更加不想无心地觸犯我的读者的感受。我明白每个人拥有不同的忍耐力;不同的幽默感,还有更多的根本不愿意透露自己的身份太多。我相信我多年来的忠实读者都热爱阅读我的網絡日記,应为我天生比较开放,不太介意以文字来表达我真正地亲身思想与感受。可惜,这态度也就成为了我的绊脚石。

这網絡日記原本是让我记载我生活中真贵得回忆,一个我能放开胸怀地表达我的心思。现在,我被逼跟随不同的规则,条例,法律等等。。。这網絡日記已经失去了它真正的意义。继续下去就等于带上个面具扮小丑。

最后,我只想说:"C]-[[_]]\[GY s@ys" 依然会保持它现在的现象。这是应为这網絡日記里实在拥有太丰富的回忆,真的很不舍得把全部撤除掉。这網絡日記里代表了我多年来在大学深造的生活,我踏入成人世界的过程,里面包括了我一生里难忘的3个爱情故事。

谢谢大家一直向来都在支持我。请大家继续保持联络。

这次我完了;不过不是完蛋了。



张丛辉

Time to Say Goodbye

Dearest loyal blog readers,

It is with a heavy heart that I announce that after 3 long years of slow but patient blogging, "C]-[[_]]\[GY s@ys" is finally shutting down.

Over the recent months there have been a few incidents that were brought to my attention. It is to my realisation that some of my blog readers are upset or worried about me.

I certainly do not wish my readers to make general asumptions on the kind of person I am, based upon my posts. Note that some of my more "heartfelt" materials are but my way of expressing my artistic side; not expressing my problematic or psychotic side.

I certainly do not wish my readers to feel offended regarding my posts. I realised different people have difference tolerance level; different sense of humour, and many more whom do not wish to disclose much about themselves. I believe most of my loyal readers enjoy reading my blog because I reveal alot about myself as well as my genuine feelings. It seems this has proven to me my kryptonite, ironically.

This blog started off as my personal journal for memorable events, a place where I can speak my mind. Now it seems with much limitations + rules + law etc... This blog has lost its true purpose. There is no joy in blogging simply to entertain.

As a final note: "C]-[[_]]\[GY s@ys" will remain as it is now. I feel that there are simply too many memories within to simple just delete everything. This blog practically summed up my university life, my growth to young adulthood covering more than 3 relationships in my lifetime.

Thank you everyone for supporting me over the years. Do keep in touch.

THIS IS THE END FOR ME, BUT NOT THE END OF ME.



Chung Fui, Chong

Friday, August 01, 2008

Best Friend's Sister

Remember my best friend Shaun? Neh... The one who's blog "died" after a few days in Australia leh? Neh... The one who I thought his last post suggested that he abandoned his blog and went to fight for Malaysia's freedom.

Well, today I'm here to introduce his younger sister, Sheanne. I knew her since I began visiting Shaun's family many many years ago, not to mention seeing her alot back in primary school. Over the years she was quiet but I just thought, "maybe she's just very shy..."

Now, we're all university graduates. Times have passed; people have grown. Just met her last holiday and we had a very good chat.

[The 3 musketeers...]

This post is originally a "thank you" post. If you follow this link to the dedicatory post, you'll see she's yet another satisfied customer of Dr. Love (as most of you know). You can find the link to her blog with the rest of my other links.