Mood Swings

Recently, I've had mood swings so bad that it even scared me. Maybe its stress; maybe its a sign of depression; or even PMS for men. (Its true according to my sister, apparently)

Either way, I'm seriously at risk of upsetting people whom I care and love around me just because I get irritated so easily these days.

Just today, I tried to make pizza but then the pizza base came out like crumbling biscuits. I got so ticked off I felt like crying and was losing my temper, chucking things here and there. How stupid now that I think of it.

Hopefully after 2 weeks time when my dissertation is due, I'd be much much happier.

To those people I might have offended or upset these few weeks. I do appologise.

Happy 15th Birthday

Happy 15th birthday to my beloved brother Chung Sheng! I do appoligise for not being in contact for such a long time, and perhaps not having the time to buy you a present or send you a decent email to you. Here's how I make it up to you.

You've just earned your own a personal post in my blog, for good.

As for your birthday present, I've bought something we could all share and play together. Yeah, I know you'll love it, because I did.

Let me give you a hint. ^^

[You have 3 guesses, Chung Sheng... ^^]

Racist Newspaper?

As all chefs do when the night is quiet; the kitchen peacefully silent; not a sound from the restaurant floor - we sit at the stairs and read the daily newspaper.

Was flicking through the horoscope section and thought it might amuse my dead boring brain to read my own horoscope. So, I read on...

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"Capricorn: Beware of the chink..."

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WTF? I was pretty shocked! Some Chinese dude is out there waiting to pounce on me! GASP! Dear God, what have I done?

And I read on.

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"Capricorn: Beware of the chink in the chain, an obstacle at your path..."

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OWH... I see. Bloody misleading racist newspaper. -_-"

["Excuse me sir, but you're an obstacle at my path..."]

Chungy the Big Cheese

If only some things in life are true. Then it'll be great. -_-"

[Aiya... I told the press... "No flash!" ^^]

Mousy Mousy

I've never been so stressed in my life. It's like the wieght of the whole world, my whole future is resting on these few months. Sometimes, I even worry I might not make it through.

My dissertation's due in about 1 month; got to attend a museum trip to Liverpool on Wednesday; I've got a presentation due this Thursday and I got a whole load of books to get through. I know it sounds petty, but don't try to sympathize or criticise - easy for one to say when ones not in my position.

Seriously, I've had enough of studying. Sometimes I stay in the library for such long hours my vision goes blurry and I feel like if I read another word I'll puke. In the night, I even find it hard to sleep, lying wide awake in bed from 4am until 7am. My "sleep" is equivalent to "closing my eyes for a few hours". Even my mood these days have gone all wierd - sometimes I just like to stare into space all quiet and speak of nothing; sometimes I just don't speak for hours.

I'm losing my composure. I'm breaking apart.

News flash: on top of all my stressed, a rodent (nicknamed Mousy Mousy) appeared out of nowhere in my living room. My sister will tell you all about it in her blog at http://chongeemin.blogspot.com/2007/03/theres-rat-in-da-house.html Just what I needed - more unwanted stress.