Mousy Mousy

I've never been so stressed in my life. It's like the wieght of the whole world, my whole future is resting on these few months. Sometimes, I even worry I might not make it through.

My dissertation's due in about 1 month; got to attend a museum trip to Liverpool on Wednesday; I've got a presentation due this Thursday and I got a whole load of books to get through. I know it sounds petty, but don't try to sympathize or criticise - easy for one to say when ones not in my position.

Seriously, I've had enough of studying. Sometimes I stay in the library for such long hours my vision goes blurry and I feel like if I read another word I'll puke. In the night, I even find it hard to sleep, lying wide awake in bed from 4am until 7am. My "sleep" is equivalent to "closing my eyes for a few hours". Even my mood these days have gone all wierd - sometimes I just like to stare into space all quiet and speak of nothing; sometimes I just don't speak for hours.

I'm losing my composure. I'm breaking apart.

News flash: on top of all my stressed, a rodent (nicknamed Mousy Mousy) appeared out of nowhere in my living room. My sister will tell you all about it in her blog at http://chongeemin.blogspot.com/2007/03/theres-rat-in-da-house.html Just what I needed - more unwanted stress.