Friday, December 08, 2006

An Appreciation

Finally, I'm back blogging in English once again. Hurrah!

Alot has happened in the past month, and I'm glad to say I've finally found my bearings once again. Not really well, but I've managed to pick myself out of the hole (ironically) that I've dug myself - kind of obvious when I've been posting emotional Chinese posts eh? =P

This wouldn't have been possible thanks to a few of my close friends. Every one of them adopted different roles and provided me with different types of comfort and advice that I needed so desperately. So here I am, showing you my appreciation... In public... =P

Firstly, Allysa. I've always thought how ironic it is that although we never met and not know alot about each other, but it is out past that brings us close together. You've given me the most support during these dark times, making me feel that I'm not the only one suffering here; and appreciating my blog posts and chatting with you have really taken my mind off things. This, I will not forget, you have my eternal gratitude.

Vicky, my macah! Although verbally not the best consultant around, but you've made it up more than enough with your physical love (errr... That sounded a bit wrong). Anyways, those sleep overs at my place, long complex cooking sessions and heart to heart talk sessions - they were most essential to my recovery, keeping me from feeling like I'm going to explode. Also, if you're reading this: do forward these words of appreciation to your flatmates Helen, Fion & Su. Having 4 leng luis' accompanying me REALLY does make me feel wanted and cherrished.

DAI B LILLIAN CHEN! Ever so sweet to me. Although only met you once, but for once - instead of me making all the efforts: it was you who came forward to embrace me first (metaphorically, of course). Just when I thought it's always just me that wants to please and care everyone around me; until you showed that I'm not alone. I felt important once again, that I'm not alone anymore. For this, I owe you a dinner next time you pop up to Manchester. You deserve it.

Although only my toudai, but Mei Tien, you've introduced a very optimistic perspective for me. Although things never did turn out the way you predicted (that I'm thinking too much) but instead it turned out the way I've expected instead... Still, it was really comforting. Now you know why I'm you're sifu and you're my toudai? =P Junie & Yuanie - 2 of you play a small part in distracting me by flirting online with me too... Hehehe... I expect no less from the 4 sisters. =P

There are some other very significant people that I've not mentioned above. They are not forgotten, I will show them my gratitude in other different ways. Right, off to bed now for a good night's sleep, for once.

3 Comments:

Blogger -aLLYSa- said...

*Aww..tats so sweet of u;)* Thank you, sincerely from my heart. Never expect to receive a 'public appreciation' from you =P haha~

I never expect for anything..simply wish to be able to help other ppl who is going thru wat i've gone thru before. Bcos I've been there, I knew how it felt. I am happy to be able to be there for you, bcos i used to be all alone facing my darkest times of all. I wished i could hv someone to turn to, but in d end, I realized I only have myself =(

p/s: pls dun stop composing in mandarin oh, i wan to keep improving my mandarin by chatting with u..haha..no one else chat with me in mandarin lerrr =P But of cos, u can oways write sth else rather than 'deep thoughts' in mandarin =P Btw, u've also made me thought how ironic it is tat we could end up having a chat session in a BLOG ^^

December 08, 2006 3:37 AM  
Blogger -aLLYSa- said...

btw, i think u shud thank ur sis d most =)

December 08, 2006 3:41 AM  
Blogger Chong Chung Fui said...

allysa: hahaha... its alrite my sister is one of the people i would thank mself personally, seperately.

i would still occationally compose in mandarin of course, but of course, dat means me getting emo... =P

December 08, 2006 8:59 AM  

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